sLeep..

deYm oL' m0vies

2006-11-04T21:37:00.000-08:00

marath0n kami ngayon..
0h my !! sembreak is aLm0st over.. t0morrow.. is supp0sed t0 be L0ng LOng day.. haha..

wHere wiLL i spend aLL those m0ney??

2006-10-07T08:54:00.000-07:00

w0w..Long time grabe.. sabi k0 iLL p0st an entry xe this is my first time t0 have a lapt0p.. yAp!! Lapt0p.. bigtimE.. astig nga e.. kase, i've really been saving money for a book then suddenly.. a blessing tlga grabe!! binilhan ako ng mamako kase she was supposed to buy my brother a second hand computer.. luckily,my uncle didn't approve of it becaus it was like wasting money daw.. so i "persuade" my mom to buy me a laptop instead.. dated oct 7,'06 1:05 pm.. complink.. my tito started to count the money.. and tadAh!! may laptop na k0..!! ASUS A6 Series Entertainment Notebook

2006-08-20T00:05:00.000-07:00

LAst onE
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-08-20T00:02:00.000-07:00

stop it!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-08-19T23:58:00.000-07:00

buTTerflies
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-08-19T23:55:00.000-07:00

tagaL
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

hApi bDay jer0me!!

2006-03-10T07:40:00.000-08:00

bdAY no jer0me.. at kakatpos Lng ng exam sa mAth.. nagsisigawan siLa sa rUm..prAng paLEngke..
andit0 sa bHAy mgA ex0.. haLos..kaLA nga niLa bdAY k0 raw e..
aLA Lng..
namiss k0 na mAgbL0g..

**bkT.. bkT ganUn nLng un.. bigLaan..**
-- k0wt f0r the day..

2006-02-04T05:36:00.000-08:00

yikEe,,
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-02-04T05:33:00.000-08:00

anGas nyO a!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-02-04T05:31:00.002-08:00

mY twEnty tHree..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-02-04T05:31:00.001-08:00

im sOrry pReciOus.. hEhe
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-02-04T05:31:00.000-08:00

buhok kasE e.. sa jAbi yAn.. mE and jOrrOn.. aLa Lng..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-02-04T05:30:00.001-08:00

Lipan ng kabAdinGan.. tReisha!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2006-02-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

angAs ny0 aH!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

nEver wRite ab0ut bAd mEm0riEs..

2006-01-14T06:59:00.000-08:00

yEy..d ak0 nawastEd ngay0n.. kahit nakakapag0d tLga as in! per0 kEi Lng.. this dAy was reaLLy w0rthwhiLe.. Like having t0 spend the wh0Le aftern0on wiTh hiM makEs me feeL speciaL and aLL.. pLus i spent dis dAy riGht.. we pRacticEd anD we visited hazeL.. shE's sick anD is on sAntissimo san r0sari0.. (if my mem0ry servEs me right th0ugh).. aYun.. 9Am.. pUnta mCd0naLds.. jUst f0r one l0ne reas0n.. t0 eat brEakfast .. of c0ursE! j0rron was late as usUaL.. but iTs okEy.. we pLayed with the cUps anD sTyr0foAm.. we baLnced iT togeTher with the tRay.. it was fAntastiC... dAyM.. i never feLt s0 reLaxed siNce cLassEs were resUmed.. im s0 fRustRatEd.. hAaay.. bUt tHis dAy pAyed it aLL oFf.. im s0 hAppy.. i reaLLy aM.. sYet..
anD it rainEd..

thAnk yAh..

tanginA may humihiLik sa kwartO ko.

2005-11-18T04:50:00.000-08:00

haLA minumulto na akO.. may humihiLik ditO e akO Lng nMn ung taO.. mOO mOOo pArang ung nAsa rOom 329!! kinakabahan na akO!!! perO hinDi.. kaiLangan kOng mAging matapAng.. waaah.. panU na tO..

anYway.. kaninA Lng gaLing akO sa practicE.. tpOs ayUn intRams nAmin.. ang waLang ka kwEnta kwentang intRams.. perO ok Lng un.. anU ba nMn un!

--umiiyAk ang aking pusOng nagdurusa..ngunit ayOkong may makakita.. kahit anong sakiT ang aking naranasan yAn ay ayOkong kanyang maLaman..

sa nGayOn.. nahihirapan na akO.. Lagi nAlng pagOd.. Lagi kO nalang nararamdaman na may kUlang..perO kahit ganUn.. hindi kO aLam kung bakit prO masaya pArin akO.. dahiL narin sigurO sa mga taOng nagpapasayA sakEn..

gaLing ditO..

2005-11-08T08:19:00.000-08:00

heLLO!!
waLA Lng.. iniibA kO ung sizE haha..
ayOn!! ibAng kuLay nMn nGayOn..
waLA akO mGawa kEa.. 12:21am na.. ngayOn aY nOv 9 nA..
hAay pUnta sana kaming sTar citY.. aLanGya.. mAtutuLoy kaya un?!
sAna!!
ibA nMn!! sana mAtuLoy tLga..
nGa pLA.. may mga bagOng kanta akOng nLaman..
at nAeengGanyO na akO
makiTa kang muLi..
ipAgLaLaban kO ang ating pagibig
mAghintay ka Lamang akO'y darating..
pagkat sa isang taOng mahaL mO ng buOng pusO..
Lahat ay gagawin
makiTA kang muLi..
uLAn
tanging hiLing ko sa iyO
na twing umuuLan
maaLaLA mO sanAng may nagmamahaL syO..
akO..
firsT beLieved (tagaL na tO e..)
ThEre wEre times when i thOught iD Lost yOu
feeLing fOrevEr was a drEam
but it wasn't wHat it seemed
pLacing your hand in mine
yOu couLd see in the dark
you were guiding my heart..

ayan nLng mUna sa nGayon..aLA na akOng masabi,,
jUst rEmember..
"amihAN"..

etO na tLga..
"we cOuld always close our eyes to the things we don't want to see ..
but we could never close our hearts to the things we don't want to feeL.."

ge pO.. tiLL nexT nExt nExt..

tHe sTAr sHined bRighter wEn i was wiD yOu

2005-10-30T18:46:00.000-08:00

ui..afTEr 10 yEars .. mAkakapagpOst uLiT akO..
hM.. wAt hApPEned..
1 mOnth agO.. nAsa cAmp akO..yfC..
anu nangyAri aftER 1 month?
hOusehOld na tO!

unA.. ung fiRst wEek..
tEka iL tRy tO rememBEr.. hMm..
hiGhschOoL dAy.. aYUn.. tpOs nUn, nUng
oCt 7.. biniLi si bruhiLda.. ung anAk kO na mUkhang chAnak!!

sEcOnd wEek..
rEtreAt sYemprE! ang waLang kwEntang aRt cLas..
ok lng yUN!

tHirD wEek..
exAms.. nYAy!!
ggwin kO nnMng bisyO ang pAgaaraL.. bisyO na tO!
ayUn.. sO far ung mga resuLts.. hinDi sYa ok...
wAah!! lalO na ung anAt!

tpOS 4th wEek..
23 .. bAclaran dAe.. 2nd mansArEe..
ansAya .. aLa lNg..
Un un..
tpOs vErse choir weeK..
aDik na.. ahAha..

tpOs..bY the end of thE mOnth..
mEtrO cOn.. dun sa mArit school..
29-30 .. hm.. mAY part nA masaYA ..
mAy pArt na nakakainis ..
per0 syempre mas dominant ung masAya..
*i dont kn0w how much it c0st t0 see my sin up0n that cr0ss*

hMm..lately..
ala ak0 mgawa..
bag0t.. wawA nMn..
miss kO na ex0.. agAd!!
si owA .. si nhEy .. si j0rron.. si bOifRen.. si eriCk..
wahAha!! miss k0 na sila agAd..
ung anAk kO rin!! waHehe..
ung mga sa vErse chOir.. yfC..
lAhat!

eyUn!!
walA lng..
gE.. aUn Lng..

2005-10-07T09:07:00.000-07:00

anaK kOng si bRuhiLda.. hoi jorrOn wag mO itakwiL tO..nyahEhe.. ang cUte nyA nOh?.. waaa! ang cUte!! oCt7 sYA napanganak..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-09-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

desktOp kO.. kAdirdir
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-09-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

i nEver sEe it cOming bUt wHen i tUrn arOund yOu wEre thEre..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-09-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

aHaha.. ang sAya kO pa niTO.. kung dati iniisip kO na sanA bumaLik Lahat sa DATI.. ngyOn,,naiisp kO LALo na sanA bumaLik sa dAti.. as in supEr sana.. iL dO anytHing,, jUst tO hAve tHat perfect opPortunitY tO turn bAck tHe timE.. pero nGa dibA...tHat wUd be imposibLe..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-09-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

aYan.. pirMa kO,, ginawa kO sa pAint..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-09-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

nAkaembOss... aLa Lng.. mE anD mAh pAssEngEr..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-09-17T08:14:00.000-07:00

saRap nyEto,, ahaha.. waLAng pAtawAd
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

LIYab..acEt..ustEt..

2005-09-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

tpOs na LiyaB at aCet..
pang ninE akO sa editOriaL cOntEst..anU ba yUn.. 9?
ok Lng.. aT Least..

"bkT may kapaLit.. e regaLo yUn.."
--oo nGa nMn.. gifT yUn.. bakiT akO natatkOt sa magiginG kapaLit...

kAnina nMn.. aCEt
ang hirap e.. d na aTA akO makakapasa dUn
ok Lng.. waLa akO pAkE..

pipiLitin kO pa mabuO uLit mUndO ko.. tuLungan nyO akO ha?

2005-09-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

ano na nAngyAyaRi..
bUhay pa ba kO?.. op cOrs nMn! hm .. nAiisip kO.. pUro na kO prObLema.. pEro ang wiRdOng part dUn.. bkT masya pRn akO.. mAy pAgKa.. kahit hinDi tOtaLLy..
cOntEst sa LIYAB bUkas.. kinakabahan na kEa akO..
anO kAya.. may pAg asa ba?!
...pAg asa? ...
yAn naLang ang nagpapaLAkas ng LOob kO.. sa dinami dami nG prObLEma kO..pAg asa Lng ang iniisip kO..pAg asa.. pAg asa.. pAg asa na tipApAy.. mAsaRap un e
minsAn mAy mGA bagay nA mLungkOt kAhit mAsaya..
mahirap kahit nA masArap.. anU ba yun?

___________________

waLa lng..bsTa!! kAya kO tO.. seL pa!!

...thAnk yOu

2005-09-10T22:17:00.000-07:00

gustO kO Lng magpasaLamaT sa mGa taOng anditO sa tabi ko nGyong napaLaki ng prObLema kO...una sa Lahat.. unG yfc .. siLa atE jaCqui, atE aizA.. si kUya Lj.. cinDy.. aT si ms enriquEz.. saLamat pO tLga sa inyO.. nacOmfORt nyO po akO ng sobra sobra

si owa.. pina ngiti mO kO nung sObrang naiiyak nakO.. pinasaya mO kO nUn.. aT pinagaan Loob kO.. Lagi ka nLng ganyan.. nAgpapasaya sa mga taong prObLEmadO.. sana d ka magbabagO.. aT sana mGing masaya ka rin..

si nhEy.. ang batas kO.. salAmat kasE dahiL syO.. gumagaan Loob kO.. ang Laki na ng uTang na Loob kO syO.. aT aLam kOng kahit anOng gawin kO, d kO kAYang paLitan un..

bOifrEn.. eHEhe..tOng taOng tO.. d akO iniiwan paG maLungkOT akO.. ang sAya kasE Lagi sYAng andyAn aT Lagi nYang pinaparamdam na maHaLaga akO aT d akO nagiisa.. maraming salAmAt bOifrEn.. yOu may nEver feeL hOw mUch yOu mEAn tO mE.. bUt i assuRe yOu tHat i wOuLd nEver aTTempt tO Leave yOu.. ditO Lng din akO para sYO..

wOi.. saLamaT din syO.. kahiT anO pa mAn.. andyAn ka Lng para makinig nG mGa drama.. ng mga LungkOT at probLema.. "kay sArap isipinG nAriyan ka twing akO'y naLULumbAy.."

kay LECHE.. na nAgbigay nitOng kaLAway Laway na LEche fLAn na tO.. tHank yOu aH!! kasi nasasabi kO syO Lahat..kahit aLam kOng d mO naiintindihAn.. eHehe.. saLamaT tLga..

aT syEmpre..
makakaLimutan kO ba tO?

si jOrge jOrron Lee mOnrOy..

maraming maraming saLamat syO.. kUng waLA ka.. d kO mararamdaman ung sAya kAhit sa kaLagitnaan nG probLEma.. yOu madE me feLT secuRed.. and LOved..

andiyAn ka twing kaiLAngan.. aT gustO kO Lng maLaman mOng

masaya akO twing andyan ka..

aT mhL n mhL kiTA..

sana Lagi ka Lng andYan..

hinding hindi kiTA iiwanan.. pangako..

____________________________________________________________

mY friEnds havE maDe mE whO i am todAy..

thOugh aLL thOse tOugh mOmEnts, tHey nEver did Left mE..

i lOve tHEm sO mUch..

cOngRAts

2005-08-18T23:21:00.000-07:00

cOngratuLatiOns pO sa Lahat ng nanaLO..
ansaya nMn..
cHampiOn exO.. waaah! first tym ba?.. oO kea..
fiRst tYm nMn un..
daLAwa pa..
kea im prOud..
tskA dUn sa ibAng nanaLO..
gaLing nyO!!
wOw!!
wLa Lng..
sakiT ng katawan kO e.. wala akOng msAbi..

>>im spEechLess<<

2005-08-15T07:31:00.000-07:00

kORni.. d kO mapigiLan ang pagpapacUte.. wahaha!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

isang himaLa...

2005-08-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

etO uLit.. ivE bEen pOsting tHis picture fOr abOut tHree tiMes.. eHehe.. pAcute daw..

wLa LNg.. PEste
mAy sVr akO kAnina Lng.. saYA sayA!! fiRst tYm tO bOi!! ayOko na..

hMm.. sabAyan pRactiCe nMn nGayOn.. ansAya.. wLa Lng mAsaya LNg

hMm anO pAba,,
mAsaya akO LatELy.. Lagi nMn pLa.. kasO syEmpRe.. i cOuLd nEver hiDe tHe pAin insiDe..
kAsi.. ayUn nGa.. tOO mUch sTress.. mAy mGa ibAng bAgay nA nApapabAyaan kO na.. aLtHough i tRy tOo hArd, tHings wOn't gO my way anD iTs wHEn ivE reaLized iT nEver wiLL.. fOr iT has tO be mE, tO gO on iTs way..

..mAy nAbasa akO..
iTs abOut LOve.. iT says.. "iT is tHere, i jUst cAn't feeL it.."
o diBa..

ansYA nYetOng cHinEse na tO..
wLa Lng..

anO ba??! nAaLiw na kO ditO..
gE tiLL nExt tym

siE besOndere zU miCh

2005-08-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

eLAw pO!
hMmm.. bAd dAy.. bAd wEek..
pEro heLL i cAre..

iVe gOt evEry reasOn tO be hApi

eHehe
d na gumagAna uNg excLAmatioN pOint ko..
ayUn!!!

hMMm
heraLD... heraLD...

2005-08-08T07:33:00.000-07:00

epOr
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

i Lied.. i knEw it aLL aLong..

2005-08-01T04:40:00.000-07:00

heLLO!!
ang pAngit nG araw ko!!
uLtimAte bAdtrip...

isA isa hin kO ba??

**Late akO kAsi nAkatulOg ako 1
**nAtuLugan kO tuLoy ung AD.. bagsak akO sa quiz
**nagmUka akOng bAsang sisiw!!

dEym dis dAy..

2005-07-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

cAmiLLE aT akO
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-07-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

eOw.. pAcUte
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-07-29T19:18:00.000-07:00

dEym!! hE's minE!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-07-29T19:10:00.000-07:00

hOrnY bEavers

LaTe aT niGht wHen aLL tHe wOrLd is sLeepinG

2005-07-28T08:18:00.000-07:00

..i sTay up and tHink of yOu...
and i wish on a sTar tHat sOmehOw yOu are thinking oF mE tOo

...i dOn't wAnt tO dReam if mY dReam is withoUt yOu...

...iF onLy wishEs cOuLd bE drEams anD aLL my dReams cOULd cOme tRue...

...dEym dEym dEym...

nAririniG kO uLit unG p*k*nGinAng kAntA..
..i tOok fOr gRantEd aLL thE times thta i thOught wouLd Last sOmehOw..
i hEar the LaughTers, i tAste tHe tEars
bUt i cAn't gEt nEar yOu nOw..
cAnt yOu sEe it bAby yOu gOt mE gOing cRazY...

anyway..enOugh abOut tHat..

..wLa Lng..
pEace oUt dUdes..

Let mE ListEn tO my hEart..

2005-07-22T03:33:00.000-07:00

hAay.. tHings arOund mE is inEvitAbLy cHanginG..
d kO na aLam kung anO gGwin kO.. pRng isAng mLking jOke ang Lahat..
kUng tutuUsin..
mAsakiT eH.. kAse pAkirAmdam kO d na akO mArunong mAg dEciDe pra sa sAriLi kO.. dEyM..

oTher pEopLe doEs tHe deCidinG fOr me.. anD im in tHe miDst of bEing pRessUred
ang guLo guLo..

i wAnt tO ListEn tO mY heart ... nOt tO mY eArs...
i wAnt tO hEar tHe answErs fRom mE.. nOt fRom tHem...
evEn jUst fOr onCe...
cOuLd i jUst pLEase.. dEcide??..

dEym..
nakU.. kUng d ko lng siLa mahaL...

pEace oUt...

heLLO kesO

2005-07-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

yAn..

wOw..mAy intErnEt na kO!!
gRabE!!
rOse gUstO kO..rOse!!

hMMm...
iVe bEen vEry bUsy LaTeLy..
sO wastEd.. vEry mUch exhAustEd..
pEro...
mAsaya pRn akO!!
Lagi nMn e..

..drEams wOn't dRy tEars in oUr eYes...

sKa nLng uLit akO mAgsusuLat...

2005-06-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

dReam phOne kO itO...
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

im hEre in tHis fOur waLLed rOOm..

2005-06-01T23:09:00.000-07:00

heLLo pHiLLipinEs..
haha..
im hEre in tHis fOur waLLed rOom..
anim kAmi nAnditO..
...nOthing is hAppEning...

...**anD shE smiLes wHen sHe feeLs Like cRying**...
...**oN anD on .. on and on**...

sinO si psychO frEak?

2005-05-31T01:04:00.000-07:00

taDah!!!

wOi!! pEeps! ngayOn nLNg uLit akO nakapagblOg!!
wOw!! aftEr iLng yEars!! hAha!!
kAkamis..sa nEtOpia akO
wLa na kAsi ung fONe. nAsirA!!
ewan kO LNg kUng ikAkabit uLit!!

nGa PLa!!
mLapit na anGpasUkaN!
wahOo!! isang kagaLAkan nNmn itO...
ang LatEst?.. hAha..
waLa nG CAT..
o weLL.. cOmmunity sErvice nLNg..
mErOng mga pLay,
kasO sayAng d kAmi ung mAgiging aRtistA, kami yUng mAgoOrgAnizE!!
sAyang!! gUstO kO pa mAn din mAging bidA! hAha!!
mAy mGa nEwsLEttEr..
gAzette kUng tAwagin..
kAMi gagawa!! sa wakAs!! mAtutupAd din yUng pangarap kO!!
gUstO kO mAging editOR in chEif! nYak!!.. si s2 pLA yUn..
mAy mGa trEe pLnting..
mAy mGa disipLinAry tsUtsu..
cHAirmAn, auditOr aT kUng anO anO pa!!
hMm.. sayAng nMn ung pOsisyOn kO..
pErO kEi Lng..

GOd hAs a reasOn..

hMm anO pAba?? ..
ayUn!! aHm.. wLA nRn akO cAbLe..
sAya saya kO nGa e..
pRa akOng nsa mEntaL..
bUt iT's ok anyway..
i cOuLdn't cAre Less..
wHy shOuLd i??
i stiLL hAve "my reasOn" tO be hAppy..

...........hMmm................
riGht nOw, im Listening tO mOOnLight sOnata..
astiG kaya..
di balE.. baLng araw,
iL be abLe tO pLay it on my own..

o xA xa.. ditO nLng mUna .. [ano tO? LOve Letter?]
hEhe..
gE..

2005-05-20T10:24:00.001-07:00

owA anD mE
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-05-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

napOst kO na itO e.. La Lng.. trip kO Lng ipOst uLit.. hEkhEk.. tHis is mAh bEautifuL mAmi owA.. mhL na mhL ko tO.. kAhit sAan aKO Lagi nyA akO tinutuLUngan.. tpOs pg nApapansin nYa sOmetHings wrOng, nAgaaLaLa xA.. mhL nA mhL akO nitO e.. dibA? .. hEkhEk.. wE've bEen thrOugh it aLL.. kAhit sAan.. aT d kO makakaLimUtan nA minsAng dUmating xA sa bUhay kO..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

sOmeonE teLL me...

2005-05-20T10:02:00.000-07:00

**sHaLL i dOubt?.. or shaLL i beLieve?..**

..hAy nakU -jErOme

hAy nakU ngA nAman...
kakatUwa!! kakatUwa tLga..
anO nga ba ang nakAkatUwa..
nOthing mUch!!
msYa Lng akO kAse aLam kO mAy napapasaya akO!
-drAma dAw-

lOve isn't aLways having cOmmittments..
iTs just abOut bEing tHere fOr each otHer..
anD tHat Living by thE fact tHat you'LL be Loving each oTher
nO mAtter wHat...

why dO i spEak of LOve anywAy?

+**i wAsn't tHat mUch of a fOoL anyway**+

wHy didn't i tHOught of tHat befOre?

2005-05-17T08:41:00.001-07:00

jUst wHen i thOught tHat nObOdy did cAred fOr mE..
hEre cOmes tHis onE pErsOn whO prOved mE wrONg..

ewan kO.. pEro tOtOo..
hinAhanap kO pRn hAngGang ngayOn yUng binigAY mO sakEn nOon..
d kO na nGa aLam kUng mAy dAdating pAng kAtuLad mO..
yUng mAipapanGakO nYa sa sariLi nYang
hinDing hindi nyA akO papaiyAkin..
hinDi mO man nAtupAd, gAya nG sabi mO..
nApaiyAk mO akO..
okEi nA akO duNnA mAY nAgmahaL din pLa sakEn ng tOtoo..

aT Least nGayon aLam kO..

sAyanG.. sana d nLng kiTa hinAyaang mwALa..
pErO anO pA nGa bAng mGgwa kO,
pAst is pAst..
sAbi mO nGa, mAkakahAnap rin akO nG gUy nA mas dEserviNG
sAna nGa mErOn pA nun..
LAm mO, nUng sinAbi mO sAkEn nA pinAngakO mO sa sriLi mOng
hindi mO akO papaiyAkin...
nApangiti tLga akO..
La pA kasing nAkakapAgsabi sakEn nUn..
sAna mAbAsa mO itO..
kAhit aLam kong nAgsasawa kA nA kakabasa nG pOst kO..
pAra sayO tLga itOng pOst kO na itO..
sOrry sa LahaT hA..

+**evErytimE i hEar oUr mUsic pLay, it reminDs mE of tHe tHings tHat wE've bEen thrOugH**+

i knOw nOw tHat i'vE fOund a rEasOn..

2005-05-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

tHink.. seL.. tHink.. tHink..

think?.. hAha! funny hOw words Lost their meaning
when I gEt tO sAy it over and over…
Like this word "think" by nOw, I’ve Lost iTs meaning in mY head
anD aLL I could "think" oF is I’m being haLLucinated bY a
great biG baLL that iS fiLLed with sO much nOnsense…
What?? Don’t wOrry, same here..
I didn’t understoOd what I jUst said..

**sAna pAgdating nG panahOn, akO nMn yUn hinAhanap mO..
prA nMn mrMdaman kO uLi ung kAkaibAng feeLing na
nDi kO mDescribE kung anO bsTa kAsama kiTa..
-mArk sAmueL para dUn sa taOng mhL na mhL nyA..

kAya kO nga pLa niLagay yUn..
kAse dAti, nRmdAman kO rin yUng nAramdAman nYa..
iLang bEses kO hiniLing kAy God na sAna baling arAw hanapin rin nYa akO..
prA nGa nMn mRmdaman kO rin yUng feeLing na yUn..
yUng feeLing na d mO mAdEscriBe..
pEro ngAyOn nAgtthank yOu na akO kAy God
kAse pinatUnayan nyA sa akin nA
anG bAgay nA hinihiLing nAtEn binibigAY nYA..
pAg d yUn napAsayO, ibig sabihin mAy rasOn..
aT yUng rAsOn kAse mErOn pang iBA nA mAs aayOn sAyO..
nA mAs mAgpapasaYa aT mAgpapagAan nG takbO nG bUhay mO…

..akO aLam kO na anG rasOn kO..
..aT etO sYa oH.. kAusap kO nGayOn..

anOthEr mOndAy.. anotHEr rEviEw.. anOthEr wEek

2005-05-15T09:49:00.001-07:00

heLLO!!!

mOndAy uLit! mAmaya Lng aaLis na akO.. rEview uLit
dadaAn din kAmi sa UP..
icHecHEck Lng kUng nAgpapamigAy na ang appLicAtiOn fOrm..
exCitEd??
yAp.. kinD oF..kasE nMn noH!! dReam scHoOL kO un..
aT aYOko mAramdAm aNG feeLing nG pAgiginG wAstEd
..Like mOst stUdenT dOEs..yUng feeLing nA d k pUmasa?...
ewan kO..
feeLing kO nGa.. nAgiginG pAranOid na akO sa UP na yAn e..
nAkakakAba..
wAt if God wOn't givE it tO me?
bEcOz im ovEr aCtinG..
sAna nMn hinDe..
pAngArap kO un.. kAdaLAsan kAse..
d kO nakukuhA gUstO kO..
pErO nMn, mAy kApaLit..
anO nMn kAya ang kApaLit?.. kUng d kO makUha itO tHis timE...t
Eka nGa!!heLLo seL?! kAkatapOs mO pALAng mag tHiRd yEaR..
mAy isAng tAon kA pnG mAg prEpare prA sa cOLLegE..
gEt yOurseLf tOgether oKei!!
ayAn.. okEy nA..
siGh...

hMmm... bUrthdAy pLa ni meLa kaHapOn..
dArn iT! di kO xA nbAti..
nEweys.. meLA!! if evEr tHis siTe aPpearEd right bEfOre yOur vEry eYes..
jUst wAnna grEat yOu a hApi hApi beLAtEd biRthdAy!!
sOri kung aLa akO sa pArty mO..
sOwEe.. yOko nA pAgusapAn tPOs na e..

aHm.. yUNg pLaybOy mAnsiOn kO,
ayAw gUmana ammP!!sAyAng!!
biniLi kO un e..ngA pLa..

etO ang hOld yOu dOwn ni jLO..
*nOw my LOyaLty wiLL aLways bE with yOU
if yOu jUst prOmise me..tHat yOu'LL stAy reaL..
jUst Like yOu aRe..cOz bAby yOu dOn't hAve tO cHangE!!

aHmm.. anO pA ba??
mErOn akOng bAgong mOttO..
frOm mY friEnd...kim.. **miss na kiTA!!!
***iF iT is tO be..iT's up tO mE!!
ayUn Lng munA

wAt eLse..
mAtutuLog na ba akO?.. ayOko pA e..
aCtuaLLOy.. 12:54am nGayOn
aT kAya akO nAg oOL kAse
LibRe!! wAhaha!

!eyUn!! OL nA si jeAn.. gOttA gO..
befOre i gO nGa pLa..
etO Lng ang aking mAsasabi..

+..iL aLwAys drEam of thE swEetesT drEams.. i jUst hAve tO knOw tHat yOu're in iT..+

+..wE dOnt reaLLy knOw hOw lOng we'LL Last hEre on eArth.. sO mOst oF tHem teLL mE+
+thAt i shOuLd exprEss tO tHe onEs i LOve hOw i reaLLy feeL..+
+bUt hOw can i?.. if i dOn't hAve tHe cHance?..+
+or mAybE tHEn i dO havE thaT pErfEct mOmEnt+
+..i jUst Let it aLL pAss bY..+

..tiLL tHen ..

tHe LOok in yOur eYes mAkes mE cRazy..

2005-05-14T22:19:00.000-07:00

sTatUs kO uN.. La LnG...
La akO mGwa..
nAkatPos akO ng sUrvEy na wLng kwEntA.. eYun.. yun Lang
La akO mSabi e..
hi nLng sa mGa bumAbasa nitO..

sabi nYa i repOst dAw e..keA itO..

2005-05-14T09:33:00.000-07:00

tuwing ako'y nakatingala,malimit kong iniisip,
"pare-pareho lang b ang kulay ng mga bituin?"
hindi ko alam..cguro oo,cguro hindi..
"eh ang tao kaya,pare-pareho dn b ang daang tinatahak?"
malay ko..buong buhay ko halos ay hindi nagka2iba ang stwasyong naki2ta ko..
pare-parehong pagka2mali..pauli-ulit..
walang katapusan.
hindi ko 2loy maunawaan kung ang mga pagka2taong ito ay sadyang para sa tao
o ang mga tao rin ang ngdulot n2,
ang lagay nmn eh,
parang kumuha ng bato at ipinukpok sa sariling ulo.
hindi ko tlga mwari kng bkit ang ngawang pagka2mali ng isa ay pilit na inuugnay sa isa pa
at kung sa anu-anong bagay.
cguro nga ang katwiran ay dahil kung ang ugat ng dugo ay iisa,
ang landas na ta2hakin ay d rin magka2iba.
ngunit habang tinitignan ko ang langit naicp ko,
"bakit nga b mkulay ang mundo?ang kalawakan n2?
kung iba2se ko sa teorya kong ang lahat ng bagay ay pare-pareho,
walang kulay ang mundo.
kung ang lahat ay paulit-ulit,
walang matu2to.
bsta ako, sa tingin ko, ang bawat bagay o tao sa mundo
ay may landas na tinutungo.
kaya lng,
kung minsan sa dami ng pasan-pasan,
magkamali nat lahat
makamit lng ang inaasam..

gAnda nMn..
d ko aLam kUng anO ang nAsa uTak nG nagpOst nitO
pErO ang gaLing nYa mAgisip...
kAse nArAramdAman kO rin aNg nararAmdAman nYa..

hAay..

nEw LayoUT.. pAg sinipAg nga nMn

2005-05-13T06:37:00.000-07:00

oF cOursE..
i cOULd nEver fOrgEt tO thAnk
aTE sHiBbie..
sHE wAs tHE oNe whO heLped mE..
eNx!!
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gaLing akO schOol kanina.. akO nagbaba nG fLAg.. tapAt kO si nHey..
tpOs cOmmandEr si briON..
ni rApe nMn si brioN..Haha mAy sTD dAw sya sabi ni owA.. baka mEron nRn kAmi..
hEkhEk.. kiDding..
ayUn.. kiTa kits kAMi niLa jApHEt, cinDy, jOrgE, aT aZe sa jAbi tpOs hinAtid akO
ni jOrroN aT cindY sa jAmEs..
eyUn.. nAkaLab gOwn akO..
Lahat siLA sinasabihAn akO nG baLiw.. hAha!!
wLa LNg.. ang saya kAya!
tpOs pUnta kami mCdO kain kAMi
biLi kAmi nG happy meaL.. KAaLiw.. mAniac unG hapi meAl!
ang L!!
tpOs uN.. baLik HQ!
tpOs pUnta kami sEvEn eLEvEn pAra tAmbAy ..
tpOs datinG nA mAmi ni nHey, uwi nA kAmi!
ayUN.. nga pLa, iT's fridAY tHE tHirtEentH.. wLa nMng kamaLasan e..
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tHis dAy wAs a bLast
"obLiviOn"..is gOne
tHe sOmbEr.. is gONe
hEre cOmes happinEss
...pEAce oUt dUdes!!
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2005-05-09T22:07:00.000-07:00

bAts kO yAn mY *uLtimAtetrUebEstEstbEstfriEnd*...cUte nMn nOh?.. anG pUti nYa nGa Lng.. wAhaha.. okEi Lng yAn. .puputi rin akO.. diBa!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-05-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

if i clOse my eyEs fOrever..wiLL it aLL remain tHe samE?
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-05-04T18:44:00.000-07:00

khOoLtOs.. hAay nAkU.. sObrang saya kO pAg siLA kAsama kO.. kasO kULang kami ditO,,
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-05-04T18:42:00.000-07:00

etO pO siLa.. anG akinG mAmi At inAY.. anG bEskOngmAmi nA si owA aT anG mHaLkOnginAy nA si cinDy.. LAb yOU!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

mAy 4 '05 ... bdAy ni jOrrON..

2005-05-04T18:02:00.000-07:00

yEstErdAy wAs bY bEsbOybUd's bDay..
sAyA namin.. kAhit tatLO Lng kAmi..
tHat dAy wiLL aLways stAy fOrevEr in mY mEmOriEs..
kwEntO kO?
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unA .. pUnta kami niLa pAt, jEAn, eriCk aT akO kinA jOrrON.. andUn si jApHet.. KAinis kAse ayAw nYa bUmaba nG kwArtO..ayUn.. anG daming paLaman.. LOts and lOts of paLaman!! o yEah!!
tpOs un nAka bLack si bDay ceLebrAnt.. aaLis kAmi.. yEy! kasO d nMn aLam kUng saan kami pUpuntA.. kAhiT saan nA nGa rAw.. syEmpre skuL mUna nNman.. pA resErvE siLA pAt.. tPOs d na siLA sUmama afteR..
pUnta kAmi mRt.. sAbi kO biGyan nya akO nG nUmbEr.. sabi ni jOrge.. 10!! tpOs ang pAng nO.10 ayaLa.. sO un pUnta kami ayALa.. nagLibOt sa gLorietta aT kUmain sa kfC.. dAan kami sa gitnA nG mGa bAtang nAgLaLArO.. shOWy!! yUng sa kfC.. katAwa kAse tinAtawag yUng pAngaLan tpOs sisigAwan kA pA.. hEhE!! ayUn tpOs ung kanin ni jOrge napUnO ng grAvy aT si jApHet nAkapEpsi.. (rHymE) .. ayUn nGa.. tHen niLakad nMn anG gLoriEtta gAng sa mAkarating kami sa tAas kUng saan mAy cHandeLier.. aT yUNg mGa eUrOpeOng mAaartE.. hAha!! tpOs pUnta na kaminG grEenbeLT.. tUMawiD sa tuLay na "kEep riGht" .. aT nAgpAkaOT sa nAture shUtter.. pictUrepiCture kAmi.. d kO ngA buburAhin sa phOne kO un e.. kAse nga.. "mEmOriEs oF bAli" dAw un.. niLibOt uLit nAmin anG nAtUre aT umupO sa bEnch nA grEen nA d nMn umiiLaw anG pOstE.. tpOs mAy faLLs nA mAy fOuntAin nA pArang grOttOvistA.. mAsayA kAmi.. sObrA.. pUntA kami dUn sa mAy cinEmas.. mAy rEdcrOss dUn nA nAnghihingi nG dOnatiON.. hAha! tpOS un nGa.. iTs time tO gO hOme nA.. kAsO nga Lang naLigaw kAmi!! niLigAW kO siLa.. wAah.. pAg pAsOk nmn LandmArk mAY nAkiTa kAminG siGn .. "La babAgeriE" tAwa kAmi nG tAwa kAsE d nAmin mAprOnOunCe yUn nG mAtino.. kAya ayUn mAy tRadEmark nA kAmi .. La bAgAgeriE.. pUnTA kami mRt anG lAyO nG niLakad nMn.. pagOd na siLA.. aT akO!.. nAkU.. mUntik kO na mAkaLimUtan ung mAmA na mUkhAng bAngkAy.. anG Lupit mAktinGin, kAtakOT!! .. nEweY.. sA mRt.. ang sikip anG daming taO tLga !! .. bUt iT's okEy anYwAy.. pasOK pArin.. tpOs pinipitUhan kAmi nUng gUard kAse tUmatApak kAmi sa yeLLow lAne.. wakOko.. LayO nG nOrthavE.. lagOT na akO kAy mAma.. haLa!! tpOs un.. sakay fX.. uwi nA.. kinUha nA ni jOrrON wrist bAnd nYa.. bigAY ko na giFT kO na fOur dAys in tHE mAkiNG.. tPos uwi nA kami ni pHEt.. aWw.. tHink it's ovEr?.. nAh!! nOt yEt.. mAy pArt twO pa kAmi.. sAna.. kasO d nA akO kasamA.. ngYon un, mAG iiStarciTy siLa.. d na akO pinAyagan e.. sAyang.. okEi Lng sabi nMn ni jOrrOn mauuLit dAw un..
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tHat's iT! .. yEah i kNOw..
d xA ganUn kAbOngGa or sumtin..
tatLO nGa Lng kAmi e..
pErO nAgenjOy kAmi.. d ko aLam kUng bakit
sArap nG feeLing nA ewAn..
kAhit nipAgaLitan akO pAg uwi kO..okEi Lng..
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hApi biRthdAy jORrON.. tHAnk yOu pO!

2005-05-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

e_pOr yAn..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-05-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

eOw po.. mAy dAmit akO nYan hA!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

wiTh a smiLE

2005-05-01T00:06:00.000-07:00

pagOd na akO..

anG hirAp pALa ..

i dOn't tHink i cAn stiLL cOPe up..

tHere's jUst sO mAny cHanges..

kAkayAnin kO un..

wiTh a smiLE..

_sAme grOund_

mY LOve..

iTs bEen a Long timE sinCe i criEd anD Left yOu..

oUt of tHe bLue..

it's hArd..

Leaving yOu tHat wAy whEn i nEvEr wanted tO..

seLf dEniaL..

is a gAme..

iTs stranGE i nEver wOuLd hAve wAntEd..

tiL tHere wAS yOU..

cAuse i hAve LearnEd tHat LOve is bEyOnd wHat hUman cAn imAginE..

tHE mOre iT cLears..

tHE mORe i gOt tO LEt yOu gO..

cAusE wHat i dONt unDerTand..

is wHy im feeLing sO bad nOW..

wHen i knOw iT wAS mY iDea..

i cOuLd hAve jUst dEniEd tHe tRuth anD Lied..

bUt wHy am i tHe onLy onE stAnding strAnded on tHe samE grOUnd..

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2005-04-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

seL anD gAu
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-04-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

ok nA?
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

bdAY kO..

2005-04-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

api birThdaY seL..
birThday kO khPOn..

hMMm ang dami nAngyAri na d kO iniExpEct.. tulAd niTO.. kakagawa kO Lng nG bLog tPos biGLng nabUra ampPp!! d kO na aLam ang irereaCt KO.. grabe na tO!! aARrRrhHhGggG!
aCtuaLLy tHere's nOtHing mUch tO teLL.. d nMn ganUn ka bOnggA anG birThday kO.. simpLe Lng xang nAganap sa LAbas nG bAhay nMn.. dUn sa mAy siLOnG.. wE mAde a mini saLa..
wHerein mAy tV, sOfa, cabinEt.. nO jOKe..
ayUn nGa, first tHings firsT.. sYEmpre simbA mUna akO nG 8am.. hAay.. wiTh mAm..
tPos i heLped by bUying sOme carrOts.. hMm gOOd tHing the vEndOr gAve hEr Last carrOt fOr frEe.. i was LikE.. "hEy miss, tHanks.. iT's my bIRthday..!!" ayUN nGa.. i waiTed fOr my visitOrs..
anD i waitEd.. anD waitEd..
finaLLY tHey cAme.. jLa, adAm anD tAng.. sOundtrip sa tindAhan ni atE.. i tOld adam tO tEach mE hOw.. i LEnd tHem mY gUitar.. nOthing happEned reaLLy.. i stiLL dOn't knOw hOw tO pLAy..
aT Last!! mY friEnds arrivEd!! pAt, jEan, mae, eOweOw, rOn, japhEt, ekeL (wHere tHe heLL is mArvin?!), cinDy anD mY nAnaY!! qUe qUe fOllOwed aND tHen tHere's sAm.. oW!! and omE came too.. hE was aCtuaLLy LOoking fOr nHey.. unfORtUnatELy, sHE wasn't hEre.. hMmP!! omE was wiTh mina anD bAtts.. sO wE aTe.. cArbOnAra, tHat eGg ThingY.. aNd saLad anD cAke.. tHere's nOthing mUCh.. we waTched mOviEs..
kiLLing mE sOftLy..pOwerpuff gUrLs.. anD stiTch!! bY 5pm, jOrrOn cALLed mE.. wLA raw siGnaL.. dipaLinghadO ang fOne.. --hEy if yOu're reAding tHis.. **im missinG yOu**-- anD tHen jP caLLed mE tOo... i rAn tO tHE fOne witHout mY sLippErs cOz i'm reaLLy gLad he mAde tHat sUper LOng distAnce cALL frOm mALaysiA.. --hapi..miss nA kita!!-- tHen aT tHe middLE of sam's inTerviEw witH tAnG.. nAt tExtEd mE.. pUntAhan kO raw xA!! wOw!! pUmunTa ang kUmag.. hE was wiTh tHis gUy caLLed jArO.. hE knOws cinDy!! iT cOmes tO shOw tHat he wAs frOm sT jAmes.. nAnAt knEw hOw tO pLay tHe gUiTar anD tHis jArO gUy, hE knEw evEry sTrinG! iT's Like hE's bEen pLaying his gUitAr since biRth!!i was astOnisHed reaLLy..
bY sUnsEt.. i thOuGht mY pArty wAs ovEr.. onE bY oNe.. mY friEnds aRe gOing hOMe.. tHe LAst tO gO wAs jEan anD cOmpAnY.. (cindy, pHEt, eOweOw, ekeL, anD tAng) .. tHere i was.. sitTing at oUr cOucH.. wHen aTe nEnEng cALLEd mE.. bisitA raw.. i tHought it was kAtrinA.. sO i tOok mY timE.. bUT thEn it tUrnEd out tO bE rOxaNne!! i nEver exPectEd HEr!! wOw!! kAhit pApanO, nakUmpLetO araw kO.. i Let hEr eAt anD i tOok hEr ouT tO our viLLage fOr a wALk.. sHe pLayed a sOng fOr mE.. wE waited fOr pC, kAt aNd tritOn.. wHat tHe hEck is tAking tHEm tOo LOng?! .. tHEn finaLLy tHey arrivEd!! sakaY sa mOtOr ni pC.. ayUn.. wiTh tE kAt anD hEr bOyfirEnd tritOn.. tHey atE.. and rUn..jOke!! wE wAtchEd bOobA.. bUt wE didn'T finishEd iT.. af tEr tHe y have gOnE, i went oUtsiDe with katrina anD tHe gAng!! (tHe Liga pLayErs..) tHey grEeted mE hApi biRthday in cHOrus.. i was tOucH..
sa mGa nakapUntA saLamaT tLGa!! kUng waLa kAyO hindi mAsaYa bDaY kO..
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i nEver thOught iD enjOy tHe dAy..
kAhit kUlang..
wLa kAse siLa nHey, jOrrOn, eriCk, japi, tetLe, hAzeL aT aBby.. yUng mga taOng inaasaHan kO.. perO okeY Lng! maiintinDhan kO nMn.. sLamaT nGa pla!! binAti nYO ako..
kAy nHey nA unAng bUmati sakEn..
kAy jOrrON nA hinAmak pA anG siGnaL sa bUndOk pAra Lng mAkatawaG..
kAy eriCk nA pArang mEdia nA hinGi nAng hinGi nG updAtes..
kAy jAPi nA kHt gaLing mALaysiA, nakatAwag pArin..
kAy tetLe nA sinabihAn pa si jApHet na sabihin sakEn na sOri kAse d xa makakapUnta..
aT kAy hAzeL na waLa kAse nAsa prObinsYa..
kAy abbY na aaLis na..
nGa pla, kay jOHan na piniLit kO kasO wLa pArin.. tHanks nRn ..
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kiLa yAyAng, tinGtinG aT cHe cHe
nA aaLis nA sa wEdnEsdAy.
tHanks kAse d kayO umALis agAd..
mamimis kO kayO
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mahaL na mahaL kO pO kayO.. d mAn sabihin..
aLam kO nMn kasinG aLam nYo nA un..
kayA d kO na sinasabi..
LalO na sa mAm kO..
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sanA mApUbLish na itO...

2005-04-15T21:19:00.000-07:00

heLLo trY kO Lang yUng piCasA.. bDay kO na bUkas.. kOrni nGa e.. isAntaOn NA Pla akong nAgbLObLOg..LangYa La pRn nAngYAyari!!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-04-15T21:04:00.000-07:00

got iT?.. gOod..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-04-15T21:02:00.000-07:00

niLakihAn kO LnG.. anG epOr kO.. aNg pAmiLyA kO..
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-04-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

mE anD dyORds.. anG simpLE kOng pAmiLya...
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

..............tAke a LOok

2005-04-15T20:46:00.000-07:00

piCtUre mUna!!
sAyA nOh?? ... tiNGin Lng.. tHat's mE anD mAh friEndS..

2005-04-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

tHis is mE.. tHEn.. smiLe!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-04-15T20:37:00.000-07:00

bAd ni sAmsam kO o!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-04-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

akO pO itO.. pAcUte!! yAa!! Look cLOseLy.. anD tHen sTudy tHe imAge i pOtRay.. wHere aM i??
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

2005-04-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

sAdaKO!!!
pOstEd bY x_prO_19

3... 333333333 pUrO 3! anU ba yaN?? naaadik na akO .. diyUSkupU!

2005-04-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

rEmEdy..
i nEed tHat..
bAdLy..

dAmn!! fOr THREE cOnsEcUtivE dAys.. ivE bEen cryinG..
mOndAy.. i expEriEncEd LivinG in "heLLhOusE".. wOw!! wAt a dAy..
tUesdAy.. iTs dA sAme.. sAme oLd hOusE.. i wEnt oUt..abOut 1030pm..
aNd tHere,ouTsiDe.. i Let gO of aLL my pAins
wEdnEsdAy.. wOah!! gLAd iTs ovEr.. bUt stiLL.. sAME oLd hOuse..
mY bEstbOybUd cAme hEre.. dEym..stupiD seL.. gOt sO sCAred..
sHE ran awAy.. anD Left him..
i wisH i nEver shouLd hAve dOne tHat..
ThUrsdAy..wOw! mY cRying dAys arE ovEr.. or sO i tHought??
fridAy.. pOsitiOns.. heLLO cHarLie 3rD!! hi cAs3! weLcOme ex-O jp cOmm..
diDnT gOt wHat i wAntEd.. wHich was acOy..
iTs okEi.. im fYn.. anD im hAppy!!
iLL tAke cAre of mY plAtOon..
i prOmisE..

-dEym mY mOm reaLLy disappOint mE.. gUess wHat? sHe didn'T evEn wAnt tO spEnd a sinGLe cEnt on mY bDay.. tO tHink off hOw mAny tHousAnd sHe hAd LEt gO on mY brO's dAy?...

bAbay peArL... bYe nAnay nAviA!!

2005-04-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

wHen cAN i sEe yOu?.. wHen wiLL i tOuch yOu

if i wAsn't sUch a fOol ...riGht nOw i'd be hOldinG yOu...

2005-03-22T16:17:00.000-08:00

wOw!! CAT grAduAtiON.. iT feLt LikE heAven! it's Like a hEavy weight is takEn off mY sHouLder...
aLphA cOy.. mY dreAm...
hMmm.. our fAncy wAs vEry humiLiating anD i wiLL nEver fOrgEt wHat we did tHere...
tHE dAy before grAduation, jEan and i wEnt tO quiaPO.. fOr tHE insigniA?..i dOn't reaLLy knOw wHat they cALL thAt.. we aTe tUknenenG.. aNd fisHbaLL.. "fOodtrip sa QuiaPo".. hEhe!!
tOday, iT's 8:22am in tHe mOrninG and im wAiTing fOr jEan.. i dOnt knOw wHAt tHe heLL is hEr sO lOnG..
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i sAw him yEstErday..
i diDn't evEn lOOked aT him sTraighT in tHE eYe...
i tOLd myseLf nOt tO...
i didn't evEn smiLEd aT him..
i tOld myseLf nOt to..

bakEt pA kiTa aantayin?.. e sAbihin mO nGa Lng na mhaL mO akO d mO na mgwa e..

2005-03-19T20:37:00.000-08:00

hAay... anO nA kAya?...
exAms.. finAl exAm!! pAgkatpOs nitO..tpOs na paghihirAp kO!! wahOO!! fOurTh yeAr na kO!! sAan kAya akO magaaraL next yEAr? hOpe pUmasa akO Up.. asa pA!!
knOw wHAt..? iT feeLs sO gOod tO bE cOntentEd..
sO mUch hAs cHanged in mY Life nOw.. dAming nwALa.. gLad tO knOw LAging mAy nAtitirA..
saLamat sa inyO!

wAah!! drama k nnMn!
ayaO kO nA!

mAY gUstO akoNg kAnta...

LunEs...
dAhang dAhanG LumaLamiG.. unti untinG bumibiLis..
sa saLiw nG 'yOng pAgtingin
ang orAs ay bumubiLis..
kUmakaripAs..

baCk tO yOur hEart...
iTs nOt tHta i cAn Live witHout u
its jUst thAt i dOnt evEn wAnt tO tRy
evEry niGht i dreAm about u
evEr since yOu said gOodbYe
if i wasn't sUch a fOol..
riGht nOw i'd bE hOlding yOu

brOken..
i wAnted yOu to knOw..
tHat i lOve the wAy u lAugh
i wAnt tO hOld yOu hiGh
and steaL yOur pAin..
i'LL kEep your pHotogrAph
fOr it servEs mE weLL

reUnite..
Like twO rivErs fLOw
tO the opEn sea
sOmedAY we'LL reUnite
fOr aLL eternitY..

bring mE dOwn...
i dOnt nEed a fUnny Line
cOz nObOdy lAughs aT
tHE castLe tHAt's faLLing dOwn...

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did mY heart lOved tiLL nOw?
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prOm!!

2005-01-13T20:12:00.000-08:00

sAya nung prOm!! gRabe... d kO maexpLain!
gUstO kO nGa sanAng ulit uLitin.. kasO d kO na kAya ibAlik yung orAs.. isA Lng mSsbi kO.. wOw!!

si jOrrOn.. tHanks!! fOr making tHAt niGht unfOrgetAbLe..
kUmags..sArap nyOng kAsama..gRabe!!
cAmiLLe.. sYa mO kAtAbi! miss nA kitA! sAna tabi uLit tyO sa upUan. prNg nUng sEcOnd yEar
BAtas.. sYeeet!!sRp nG gAbi mO nOh? lOveyOusOmUch!
mAmi owA.. lAb nA Lab pO kitA.. sAna nAgenjOy ka
prinCess..gAnda mO tLgA
sAm...dOnt bA sad nA a
jP..lAst dAnce kO!! eHehe sAya!!
jApHeT.. ALa Lng.. tHankyOu pO
eriCk..cOrsAge kO!! wAhaha!! jOke Lng!
isAU.. tHankyOu!!

hAays... tHat niGht shOuld reAlly bE tReasured fOrever in mY mEmOriEs...

wOw!

2005-01-08T03:42:00.000-08:00

wHen cAN i sEe yOu?.. wHen wiLL i tOuch yOu??...
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oUr js prOm is up next! For only five days i will be experiencing one of the best moments in my life, one that is worth remembering through all the ages. My partner will be jorron, my bestbud. I could still remember how he asked me to be his date. It was then when I suddenly felt giddy and I kept on smiling everytime.
I promised my "pagibig" that we'd dance on the night. Glad to feel that he's one of the few reasons why I'm really onto this prom thing!
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si kAtrina na bespren kO nilOko nG mga taOng wLa nMn karapatAn pra gawin sa kanyA yUn! ang bAd nyO tLga!! hMmmp!! kakaasar kayO!
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hOw could I ever teLL yOu tHat it is me who is Loving yOu sO mUch?..

2004-11-12T02:46:00.000-08:00

AstiG kA tLGa sLamaT..
anO nGa pLa yUng sAbi mO? .."anG prObLema kC sa inYO.. mSyado nyO akOng mnamHaL.."
(yAn aLam mO nA kUng sinO kA..)
ansAkit nUn..
d kO mAn mSyadOng nAipakitAng nAsAktAn mO aKo..
prO nGayOn aLm mO na...
gRabe..tinakOt mO akO..
takOt na akO nGayOn mAgmAhaL..
takOt na takOt..

i uSed tO be bRave.. i usEd tO stiCk arOund.. but nOw..
evErythinG sUddEnLy cHangEd..
anD wHy dOes it hAve to incLude the one i Love tHe mOst..?

bAdtRip.. nOw mY Life is jUst a MEANINGLESS CYCLE..
gGsing,
pApasOk,
uuwi,
magiintErnet,
teLepOne,
kAkain,
matutuLOg...
pAuLit uLit nA nAngyAyari.. wLang nAgbabagO...

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gUstO sAna kitAng antAyin..
kAkayAnin kO nMn e..
kHt gAanO pA kAtagAL yAn!!
prO bAkit nMn gAnUn?
bKet kELangAn mO pA mAgrekLamO sA pAgmamahaL na binigAY kO sAyO
imbis nA sBhin mO... "seL THANK YOU.."
anG nArinig kO.. "pRObLeMA sayO sObra mO akOng mAhaL..."
if tHat's a prObLem..
weLL tHen...
nGyOn aLam kO na ang gUstO mO..
kUng sAan kA mAsAya dUn akO..
kHt mAsakit.. yOur oNE smiLE is wOrth aLL mY tEars..
pAsensYa kAna..
d kO nasAbing nAsaktAn mO akO..ryt After mO nAsabi yUn..
aS i tOLd yOu bEfOre.. its hArd fOr mE tO expRess tHE wAy i fEeL
bAbAy mUna..
GOd knOws wHen we'LL mEet aGain..
mAmimiss kitA sObRa!!
bAbY kO.. ingAT pLagi...
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2004-09-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

im Laying it on the Line t0 sh0w yoU.. iLL never Let y0u g0.. on the Line f0r yoUr Love, therEs n0thing i want m0re.. when y0u smiLe, i feeL my heaRt open and i kn0w there'S n0thing that i w0uLdn't d0.. im Laying it..on the Line this time.. JUST TO BE WITH YOU

wAaaH!! mOnday.. abOut 6:30 .. i have LEt gO of the thingS i want tO hOLd on tO..

heLLo sept 22, '04 hApi bdAy jOhan!

2004-09-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

saYA kO na sana ngayON e.. kasO mei nBsa akO sa cOmputer LAb.. kaya nasira aRaw kO.. inaway ko jay.. sOri a.. di kC kita msyADo naintindihan.. yUN.. recOLLectiOn tOmorrow.. nU kya mangyAyari?? pPkabait na kO.. damio kO merits!! wAah!! im hApi! hAPi bday jOHan!! khit medyO di ka nanginvite.. hUhu.. kei Lang yaN!! uHm.. LA na ko masbi..

2004-08-20T20:18:00.000-07:00

heLLo
haAay.. grabe LingGo ng wika is finaLLy over.. tapOS na nMn yUng pag praktis nMn gabi gabi.. umuuwi ng 9pm.. nkkmis agad.. khit third pLce Lng ung pearL ok na un.. masaya na akO dUn.. at LEast pumasOk.. haha,, dami nga aLumni khapOn.. kakamiS sLng Lhat.. nagaway pa kmi ni nhey.. bAsta Long stOry,, ayUn..

saya ng yFc

2004-08-04T06:56:00.000-07:00

mga pEepS!! ang saya sa yfC!! 3 days kmi dUn.. fri, sat and sUn.. grabe!! feeLing k0 nakausap k0 tLga si God.. Uhm.. yfc r0ckS!! ang dami k0 rin new friends.. kas0 nga Lng pagbaLik k0 may nagaLit sakin.. nhey,, owa,, im s0rry.. basta.. u kn0w my faULt..j0han,, s0ri din sy0,, di k0 Lm kung masakit yUng ginawa k0 per0..sometimes s0mething has t0 stop in order t0 m0ve.. y0ko na maging pabigat x0.. gUst0 ko aaraL ka mabuti a.. u pr0mise me that okai??.. basta un.. nUff said.. sa mga yFc jan,, ang c0oL nyo Lahat.. thanks f0r acCepting me... thank U taLaga... jAyreEmeth, saLAmat sa paghatid, sa jAcket, sa pagkain.. hehe!! uhM.. un LAng!! get 0n with Life..pr0bLems sUck bUt aLways think of the brighter side of it..i gUarantee that U wiLL smiLe..

2004-07-26T06:43:00.000-07:00

si PAt paLa t0

2004-07-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

aBby,,,

hMm.. piCs mUna!!

2004-07-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

deareSt... pOst mUna ak0 ng mga piCs a!! et0 nga pLa ung mga piCs nUng feast day kanina.. tingnan ny0 p0!!

2004-07-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

ui.. LoLa L0veLyn!! anjAn ka!!

2004-07-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

syempRe ep0r t0!! ang pinakamamahaL k0ng kaibigan.. stay c0oL aLwayS p0!! r0ck on!!

2004-07-26T06:15:00.000-07:00

MaRVIN!! yan na p0!! smiLe na!!

2004-07-26T06:11:00.000-07:00

oiSst!! et0 na hinihingi ny0... a pr0mise is a pr0mise!!

2004-07-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

ekeL.. j0rge.. jP!!kewL ka Lng..

2004-07-26T06:01:00.000-07:00

sakit bA?? dahan dahaN Lng!!

2004-07-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

kUmagS!! stay c0oL bUt dont frEeze

2004-07-26T05:52:00.000-07:00

nhey.. cUte m0 dit0.. cUte paLA nTn e n0h!!

2004-07-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

im Laying it on the Line t0 sh0w yoU.. iLL never Let y0u g0.. on the Line f0r yoUr Love, therEs n0thing i want m0re.. when y0u smiLe, i feeL my heaRt open and i kn0w there'S n0thing that i w0uLdn't d0.. im Laying it..on the Line this time.. JUST TO BE WITH YOU

heLLO jamesiAns!! mUkhang nagenj0y tay0 kNina a!! nakakatawa si mR candid0 gRabe!! di k0 akaLain ang DISCIPLINE c0ordinat0r magwawaLA!! syEet!! wHata?! gWin daw bAng bAr ang sT jamEs? uHm..sa mga taga peArL p0.. ipUpUbLish k0 nLng yUng mga piCs na hinihingi ny0. pRa k0pya k0pya nLng.. mRs nAvia!! nag enj0y ka p0 ba sa mga hita ng c0-teacherS ny0??.. zzj0ke LAng!! c0ngRatS f0r winning!! we're pR0ud of U p0!! **kHt Lam k0 di ny0 mBbsa t0.. ayUn!! anywaYs,, sa mga naKasama k0 aftersCh0oL,, ang saya ny0 pLa ksama!! gRabe! kUuULiiit nY0!! hehe.. siLA t0ni, geLAi, aRian, cEs, aLf0n, andrei.. tHanks!! i enj0yed uR c0mpany.. mArie,, asa kin dMt m0.. s0Li ko nLng pag LAba na... okai?? penge k0pya a!! wahehe.. uHhm.. nU pB? fELLow stUdentS.. pAnsin k0 taLaga ang seiA seia nTn kanina.. it hAs been a reaLLy great feAst day!! hAppY feasT day St jAmes the greaTer.. we LAb y0u!! **tiL next tYm..

2004-07-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

pUbLish daw bA?

2004-07-24T08:37:00.000-07:00

nyek!!

2004-07-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

hMmm.. ak0 to

et0 ak0 uLit!!

2004-07-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

itaLic nMn ngayon para hapi.. hMm.. its 10:57 pm .. gaLing ak0 sa bday ni pC!! pC!! hapi hapi hapi 17th bdaY!! g0LLy,, tanda m0 na.. anyways, i was fr0m oUr training nUng umaga.. hanggang 12 un!! grabe!! kapsg0d.. and finaLLy.. owa f0rgave me!! i feLt very hapi.. as in overfLowing.. it was then i reaLized i c0uLD n0t aff0rd t0 Lose one of the m0st imp0rtant pers0n in my Life.. my mami owa!! then in the aftern0on i was with sam.. cUte ni t0ot n0h??..hehe.. tap0s pUnta kami keLa ira.. hMM.. n0od ak0 sayaw niLa.. saya!! hMm.. tap0s pUnta na kami keLa pC.. pagkain niLa,, maLab0n, PUTO, [j0ndeL..tama ba speLLing? di kita makakaLimutan dahiL sa pUto], barbeqUe, triangLE na sUmthing..r0otbeer, tsaka sanmigLight.. hMM.. kULIt kuLit niLa geLai sa kUb0 kC tinawag niLa ak0.. naka b0nding k0 siLa t0ni,,[oisst!! saLamat p0 ng marami sa paghatid a..bigat na kC ng uL0 k0 nUn e!!], si arian..[thankS sa cap..gamitin k0 un sa m0n..] si peter, tsaka ung nakapuLa.. f0rg0t the name.. basta xa.. c0oL xa!! ayUn.. di sUmipot si j0han.. bad ka!! kaLa k0 pupunta ka.. inantay kaya kita.. kaya nga di ak0 sUmabay keLa owa e.. pR0 ok Lng yUn..y0ko a baLikan kC tap0s na e.. nyways enUf of that.. **aCcidentaLLy in LOve..